the rambleshack

hello. i dont know why but i'm slightly sick and am in a little bit of a funk. i am also in a very very foul mood, although i think perhaps i have been semi-successful in hiding it (for the most part) from the rest of the world. perhas tonight i shall sleep as early as i dare, i can no longer bear to be awake for fear of falling into severe anger and depression. yet i know i need not, yet i feel like i should. i think i dont have to, but i feel like i will. what a strange dichotomy. damn it, some time in the future, i will come back and read this; in the future, i will be fine, and examine the different usages of feel and think and whatever to make me a better person.

how are you tonight, my dear reader?

i wonder if people in the world are all with the same, or similar potential, or are we so different that we need different nations to let everyone flourish in their environment. ignoring the superficial "nature vs nurture" argument, is there truly such a huge divergnece in our humanity? i know theres a lot of DNA combinations that make a human. are we indeed naturally so different? so dissimilar in intellectual capacity that i cannot help but to immediately classify humans that i've met into sentient or animal; without judging or cause for dislike, simply an acknowledgment of our differences.

nowhere is this more obvious than amongst first-world citizens of the global elite. does the divergence continue into the humans not in this group? what a problem.