Thursday, November 21
aching like a bitch
i think of a glitch
whose hair's dark as pitch
gotta flip the switch!
thank you, thank you.
i think of a glitch
whose hair's dark as pitch
gotta flip the switch!
thank you, thank you.
Sunday, November 17
"Daffodils" (1804)
I WANDER'D lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.
The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed -- and gazed -- but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:
For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
By William Wordsworth (1770-1850)
I WANDER'D lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.
The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed -- and gazed -- but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:
For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
By William Wordsworth (1770-1850)
Wednesday, November 13
now here i am and my back hurts again. yaay! frick i think this time, i'm going down for a while. shite. but i know what might make this better; a fricking pint of guinness!
hello. hello. dammit this sucks i dont want to get old and pained. nonetheless; this sucks pretty much.
hello. hello. dammit this sucks i dont want to get old and pained. nonetheless; this sucks pretty much.
Thursday, November 7
ouch. ouch.
never had that much "lumbar" pain in one night. goody goody for painkiller injections and the like. so my first lomo arrived! worth thinking about. also my little silver cam is up and running.
kewl; kewl.
never had that much "lumbar" pain in one night. goody goody for painkiller injections and the like. so my first lomo arrived! worth thinking about. also my little silver cam is up and running.
kewl; kewl.
Monday, November 4
anyways despite the last terribly dismal sounding rant, life is full of hope, the horizon is bright. i think we just have to let go, then we gain those things, if you hold on, you hold on and thus dont actually have those things. let go and they're yours.
Sunday, November 3
so how inspiring is this guy, bruce lee? so fast you cant even see him move. but merely feel his energy and flow with it, it's just ridiculous.
so going out in the cold and meeting pete jensen was nice, seeing our club turn out with only one mid today on a saturday morning was dismal. who the hell decides these things anyway? but life goes on, how about people who eat till their death? just being freed from a prison where starvation was a techinique of extraction, how could you then sate your hunger? well i dont think i really know, but to peel this onion down, what's left? whats really left? soul? mind? heart? animal? i dont know yet. i wonder if solzhenitsyn could tell me, i think he knows.
so going out in the cold and meeting pete jensen was nice, seeing our club turn out with only one mid today on a saturday morning was dismal. who the hell decides these things anyway? but life goes on, how about people who eat till their death? just being freed from a prison where starvation was a techinique of extraction, how could you then sate your hunger? well i dont think i really know, but to peel this onion down, what's left? whats really left? soul? mind? heart? animal? i dont know yet. i wonder if solzhenitsyn could tell me, i think he knows.
Friday, November 1
i hate to see it when people leave my life, either through their differnent paths or by death or something like that. i think right now is one of those time- i'm not upset though, just thinking. as always.
people here are quick to assume, and jump to conclusions, perhaps its a cultural thing, the emphasis on the individual giving everyone a ego pat on the back so that people here think they know everything even before the get go. this leads to cynicism and defensiveness, when as needs be, some portion of the population realizes its wrong. readjustment is then required, a humbling/painful experience. certain types of people just can't take it right now, but i think soon i will have to break my silence.
people here are quick to assume, and jump to conclusions, perhaps its a cultural thing, the emphasis on the individual giving everyone a ego pat on the back so that people here think they know everything even before the get go. this leads to cynicism and defensiveness, when as needs be, some portion of the population realizes its wrong. readjustment is then required, a humbling/painful experience. certain types of people just can't take it right now, but i think soon i will have to break my silence.
http://www.asiorders.com/view_user_event.asp?EVENTID=1500&BIB=13786
glad to finish, i was feeling pretty darn sick all the way
glad to finish, i was feeling pretty darn sick all the way
you bet its cold outside, but hey we keep things going in here with the rolling stones, yeaaaaahhh....... jumpin jack, cant get no start me up whatever, i think forty licks is an awesome awesome compilation. definitely.
anyways hows everyone doing out there? good? i always think that it'd be better if we had a world of equals, but i dont really think so anymore, perhaps inequality in most aspects will be better, but i cant really imagine this through the veil of ignorance, not for myself, but for everyone else.
i think sometimes in life while people go on and time flows and stuff, you sometimes meet people who are just cool, and this sounds crazy but they change your feelings and kind of brighten the day always, even you know, anytime of day or night.
but hey everyone should read the gulag archipelago
cheers
anyways hows everyone doing out there? good? i always think that it'd be better if we had a world of equals, but i dont really think so anymore, perhaps inequality in most aspects will be better, but i cant really imagine this through the veil of ignorance, not for myself, but for everyone else.
i think sometimes in life while people go on and time flows and stuff, you sometimes meet people who are just cool, and this sounds crazy but they change your feelings and kind of brighten the day always, even you know, anytime of day or night.
but hey everyone should read the gulag archipelago
cheers
